Thursday, September 27, 2007

Tired

Well I didn't watch ANY of my shows yet, so shut the hell up.

I'm just sitting here at my parents house because Gina didn't want me to leave. She's about 75% out of it, or more, and has been dozing for the last hour or so. My aunt took the kids home, and Margo is sleeping on the couch next to me.

There is nothing sadder than a group of people sitting around trying to stay positive while watching someone slowly fade away.

The nurse thinks this weekend might be it. I work tomorrow, but only for a few hours in the afternoon, and its right across from our house. Sunday I work all day, but I'm going to call and talk to my boss tomorrow about finding someone to cover it. I just don't want to "cry wolf" and waste any time off if it means I can't have it off later when I really need it, ya know?

I need to keep going to the gym. I went tonight and worked my ass off. It felt good. Like because I CAN move my arms and legs, I should do it...

6 comments:

Kimmommy said...

(((Mary)))

Kimmykay said...

Thinking of you Mary. I know that feeling. That ball of sadness. Hang in there!

Di said...

It is SO hard being in that situation. Do whatever you think you want to do and it will be the right thing. Be strong, or let go, whatever it is YOU need.

I wish there was something I could do...

Tink said...

((MARY)) I'm thinking good thoughts for you girl.

Chelle Y. said...

(((Mary))) I am thinking of you today!

Carrie said...

I'm so sorry, Mary. Prayers for comfort for Gina.

 

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