Confession time

I realize there is alot about me that no one knows about, or very few people do. One of those is that I have now gained back ALL of the weight I lost 2 years ago. I was fairly sucessful with weight watchers and lost 35lbs. Then I started running and walking, and went back to school full time. And quit weight watchers. And that has just led the pounds creeping back on. Well I'm done making excuses and fucking around. If I don't get this in check now, I'll keep going up up up.

I joined the biggest loser club which does an online meal plan and exercise plan. It has a free 10 day trial and I'll be able to tell in that time if I'm going to be commited or not. And I damn well better be. School starts in less than 2 weeks and I need my shit in order. I need to be eating well, keeping the house in okay shape, and exercising. Those are my 3 major goals to be accomplished in the next week and a half. Well that and chill with my chicklets before they are in daycare again. I'm encourgaged by my school schedule though, I don't have classes on Friday's, and only 1 2 hour lab on Thursdays. I'm hoping that I'll have time to get most of my studying done during the day so evenings can be family time.

The one big problem that was uncovered yesterday, is that I am the ONLY person out of 22 students who has not taken the 3rd anatomy and physiology class. It wasn't required, and I didn't want to take classes this summer, so I didn't take it. Guess I was the only slacker...So they are having a problem trying to figure out what to do with me. I contacted my old A&P teacher who I had registered for this term 'just in case' I didn't get in to the program. It sounds like she'll probably be up for accomedating my schedule, since the other school has NOTHING that would even come close to working. I am kind of dissapointed that I haven't heard back from the program head yet, I emailed her on Saturday regarding this, and then the lady yesterday was going to email her too. But today was a school inservice, and the program head works at the hosp. too, so I shouldn't get bitchy. But damnit I need to know. School starts in 2 weeks.

Uh I STILL didn't go to that daycare yet. I have no idea why I'm dragging my feet about this, considering they need to be in daycare. I got a call from the school district regarding the preschool he is enrolled in, turns out we got a scholarship spot, but the only way he can attend there is if we find a home based provider who is willing to transport him there and back. And that's asking alot, esp. if they have kids other than mine. That's my little task for tomorrow. Locate a daycare provider. Or atleast go visit 2 or 3 different ones.

Well I just went to the evil empire (wal-mart) after going to WINCO to stock up on groceries. Guess what, WINCO was cheaper on 3/4's of what I needed, so I'm glad I went there first. The stuff I saved for walmart ended up being more expensive. I was also sorely disapointed that coke wasn't on sale. I went last week and it was 2.50/12 pack, but today is was 3.68. Good thing I stocked up on snapple at WINCO-only $1.98 per 4 pack PLUS no deposit on snapple ;)