This is HARD!

I'm trying to come up with 20 things that people might not know about me. I'm pretty lame, so it's a PITA.

1.) I've always bitten my nails, and I really can't stop. It's gross.
2.) I'm horrible about keeping track of my bank account, and I can't even imagine how many times I've overdrawn it.
3.) I hate running. I like the after run feeling, and I love doing events, but it's so hard to get myself out there to actually run. And I don't know how to change it.
4.) Even though I'm overweight, I'm not very self-consious. UNLESS I happen to be running. Then I'm always worrying about what people think. Stupid, I know.
5.) I'm not going to meet my goal of doing a full marathon, or even a 1/2 marathon this year. And even though it makes me sad, I'm relieved from not having to stress about it so much.
6.) I've only ever been with Tom before. It's such a foreign idea to even really think about being with anyone else, but at the same time kind of mind-boggling that I'll never be with anyone else.
7.) I've never really thought about the whole lesibian sex thing, but 2 guys (but NOT bi) and one girl seems very interesting...
8.) I really think that everyone is my family is fucked up-me only a little bit, and my sis in DC only a little bit. Everyone else is a wack job.
9.) Since I've been back from DC, I've been really trying to cut my parents out. Not out of our lives, but not seeing them everyday sorta thing. I thought it would help, but I find myself getting even more annoyed when my mom calls to talk, and really don't want to go over there. I think it's all based on me being resentful of my kids being *too much* or something.
10.) I gained back all of the weight I lost last year.
11.) #10 makes me sad :( So what do I do? Eat 3 little packs of mini m&m's.
12.) I drink too much soda. It's all diet, and really I don't care what it is, diet coke, pepsi, generic, whatever.
13.) I really only cook like once a week. No shit. We eat alot of sandwiches, quisadillas, micro meals, corndogs, ect.
14.) Even though I know we have no money, I can't stop buying shit. Mainly gymboree shit. Why? Seriously? I need help.
15.) I only have 3 IRL girlfriends. 1 is moving over an hour away, 1 works full time and has 3 kids plus a really fucked up home life, and the other is a single mom of a 13 yr old, so it's hard to relate, and I spend alot of time saying "yeah" ect when I talk to her. I care, I do, but it's just hard.
16.) I've not smoked pot in years, and Tom never has, but if my family wasn't so fucked up, I'd be inclined to start again.
17.) my grandma is the co-owner of Sea Lion Caves, and I hate to go there. It stinks.
18.) I love puzzle games-like crosswords, logic puzzles, soduku and the such.
19.) I bribe my kids on a regular basis.
20.) Today I didn't even leave the house until 930pm. And then it was just to go get more diet coke.