I is tired

I can't handle my kids. They are crazy. Yes I'm glad school ends tomorrow, but damnit the whole time had better NOT be like last night or tonight. I'll cry if it is.

I managed to fuck up the white chocolate chex shit. Damn I'm a good cook. I don't think I heated it long enough. It got all chunky and dried out looking. I popped it into the oven (I had just prepared a magnificent dinner of dogs and tots) and it looks a bit better, but still not GOOD.

This sucks. I have pretty much ZERO money. But in April I'll start getting financial aid, right now it's going soley to paying off my program, but why oh why can't I get 1/2 of it in Jan and the other 1/2 in April?!?!? It's like we are majorly fucked right now for bills, but in April I'll have an excessive amount of cash. WTF. Too bad I can't convince the electric and gas companies to wait for their money until them. I'll be lucky if I can get them to wait til Tom gets paid on the 20th...sigh...

Atleast my last test is tomorrow. Let's see if I manage to fuck it up like I did today's test...